Crazy on the inside

lustfully yours

2009-06-29T21:54:00.000-07:00

My walls are burning down
from the fire that you feed
the flame of burning desire
it's exactly what I need
your lips would be so warm
and delicious to the taste
as I gently take your hair
and remove it from your face
whispering of nothing
the sound of pounding hearts
sex is but a word
and making love an art
beauty at it's best
rawest truest form
you're what makes me live
you're the reason I was born
my touch will make you quiver
my kisses will curl your toes
you wont find a better lover
I guess someday you'll know
I hope sooner than later
I can't take it anymore
want to feel your body
like waves crashing on the shore
pushing pulling rhythm
in sweet harmonious bliss
trust me, it's not something
you want to say you missed
I'll touch you like a goddess
admire every ounce of your beauty
it will be more than you've ever experienced
just give me the chance to prove it

The Phoenix

2009-06-25T09:25:00.000-07:00

Found within the depths

a final dying breath

the ashes that were left

in the wind were swept

but life is born again

this phoenix will fly again.

Flying through the plains

free from all the pain.

Then he met me here

demise becoming near

never showing fear

he healed me with his tears.

Our hearts were intertwined

then a light began to shine

this phoenix helped me find

the good that was inside.

We go our seperate ways.

I learned something today.

When you're in disarray

a friend will guide the way.

Nothing to lose

2009-06-25T09:17:00.000-07:00

Empty hearts, open spaces
depressing songs, sad paintings
broken wings, wont fly
blind eyes, wont cry.
Sunsets, dark nights
sweet dreams, cold frights,
blasphemy, times of repent
all of the time, that we have spent
finding souls, sharpening minds
if you seek, you shall find
rest, rejoice, feel at ease.
Taxed emotions, have paid their fees.
Water dripping, sets a pace
a way to win, lifes rat race
battling, strugling, paying our dues
enjoy your life...
theres nothing to lose.

Hinderance

2009-06-25T09:11:00.001-07:00

Once I again

I give in

once again

I cant win

it always pours

when it rains

rational thoughts

drive me insane

why cant she just

leave me alone

allow me the chance

to be on my own

why does it always

come to this

never allowed

to be my own chris

never allowed

to walk outside the line

I tell myself

things will be fine

condemned within

the depths of myself

now is the time

for me to come out

sometimes I wish

I couldnt feel

twist the knife

the wound wont heal

so fed up

I need some time

to figure out

whats on my mind

I know exactly

what I want

I want to be free

from these thoughts that haunt

for once in my life

just to feel free

once in my life.....

just be me

I hate you

2009-06-25T08:55:00.000-07:00

always looking for a scapegoat,
when I'm mad I like to cut throats
when you ask I say I dont know,
you don't listen when I say no

I just want to smile and let go,
but I cant you keep me shackled
you burden me with that hook,
"you don't love me you just say so"

wish I could understand you
I cant stand you
you complicate and frustrate me
please just hear me
I need to proclaim
I can't go on like this
I'm going insane

you make me mad just for attention
all the times I failed to metion
you're not perfect, it's time for a lesson
the words would hurt more if I just meant them

I fucking hate you, I dont mean it I just love you
living like this I think I'll die soon... I lie when I say that I don't need you

I hate it I think that might need to, take out some time to just erase you
then I wouldn't have to face you, let's face it I just want to hate you.

Starting an original Poetry/lyrics Blog

2009-06-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

So hi. I'm Chris. I enjoy writing poetry and I'm in need of an outlet due to inner turmoil and what not so I'll start with this..

Feed my aggression with your better intentions
with your need for me to be pure... perfection
bring my submission with your poison kiss and
I'll give into you, you'll be my obsession

Steal my dignity
suck out my will to live
I just need to feel your passion,

be my everything
leave me there to bleed
you know I'll always be back
to...... you

my observation proved your feigning pretension
unmask the shame, you may find... redemption
I'm sick of hearing tired lines of endearment
now I see the real you more clearly

Steal my dignity
suck out my will to live
I just need to feel your passion,

be my everything
leave me there to bleed
you know I'll always be back
to...... you

stab my back again
my ambivalent friend
you know I need you

you know I need you